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Kari Poucher - Secretary of the Board Forever Footprints

Kari C. Poucher - Co-Chair of the Board

Kari Christine Poucher is a leading Sales Director and co-owner of Creative Resources Technology Group in Costa Mesa, CA. She provides unprecedented IT support Services for businesses. Recognized by Apple, MacTech Magazine, UC Extension, OLLI, and Tandberg Data, Kari is identified for her contributions within these prestigious industries. Kari brings more than 10 years of sales and marketing experience and holds a BS in Communications from Northern Arizona University, Flagstaff AZ. Kari enjoys MOPS (Mother’s of Preschoolers), Project Self-Sufficiency and crusade programs for assisting families in the Philippines. She lives in Fountain Valley with her husband Russell and two sons. Kari’s Story Finding out that I was carrying triplets was one of the most exciting and yet anxious times in my life. Having two identical twins, Scarlett and Grace and one fraternal twin, Caitlynn, was joyous for my son Brennan and husband Russell. Joy turned to panic when at 20 weeks the identicals were diagnosed with Twin-to-Twin Transfusion Syndrome. Two surgeries and hospitalization for four weeks temporarily corrected the complications. However at 24 weeks, I went into spontaneous labor with an intrauterine infection ultimately delivering all three premature babies. Shortly after their birth, they all peacefully passed away. It was only by the grace of God, loss support groups and the OC Walk to Remember, that I had the ability to move forward through the tremendous heaviness of sorrow. My personal mission is to be of service through Forever Footprints. This tremendous organization is near to my heart and I’m extremely delighted to be a part of its growth.
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Mary Reiser-Todd - Secretary of the Board

Mary Reiser-Todd is the National Accounts-Business Development Manager at MSC Industrial Direct. She has her Masters of Business Administration, Finance Concentration from Western New England College and her B.S. in Business Administration from American International College. Mary also has training from Miller Heiman, SPIN Selling, SAMA-Revenue Storm, Frontline Selling. She resides in Aliso Viejo with her family. Mary’s Story I joined Forever Footprints board of directors after my son and daughter in law lost two children before their time. My involvement is personal, having experienced first-hand the pain of a baby gone too soon.

Andrea Garcia-Miller - Board Member

Andrea Garcia-Miller is of Counsel at Hollenbeck & Cardoso, LLP. She received her Juris Doctor from the University of Southern California Law School and received her B.A. in Economics, with a Minor in Anthropology from University of California at Los Angeles. Andrea resides in Orange with her family. Andrea’s Story I first became aware of Forever Footprints after I suffered two miscarriages in a one-year period back in 2011. It was through my own research that I learned of the organization. My first experience with miscarriage, at an Orange County doctor’s office, was shocking and my doctor’s delivery of the bad news was very “clinical.” I was not provided with any resources for grief counseling at the doctor’s office, and quite frankly, I do not even remember the doctor or nurse even offering any condolences. The doctor was more concerned about getting me scheduled for a D&C, without providing any explanation as to why he recommended a D&C. Later, the doctor tried to get me to look at the “bright side” and stated that the miscarriage was my body’s way of “getting rid of” some child with a possible defect or deformity. He tried to downplay the tragedy since I was only 8 weeks pregnant. After conducting my own research I learned that approximately 1 in 4 pregnancies ends in a miscarriage, so I realized that this type of loss was commonplace for these healthcare professionals. However, the sad statistic did not easy my emotional loss. After changing doctors, I suffered a second miscarriage. My new doctor was much better at providing emotional support. I finally sought the counseling I needed from my two tragedies and I was able to acknowledge the fact that they were tragedies, without discounting the heartbreak because I suffered both my losses during the first trimester. As a Member of the Board of Directors, I intend to focus my efforts on first trimester loss grief counseling. I think we need to change many doctors’ and people’s perspectives on when a loss occurs – without politicizing the grief by avoiding a pro-choice vs. pro-life debate. As soon as you find out your pregnant, you are a mother, and any loss suffered after that – even a second later – is a loss. 
Ciara Johnson - Forever Footprints board member

Ciara Johnson - Board Member

Ciara Johnson is a graduate from the University of San Diego with a Bachelor of Business Administration with an emphasis in Management and a minor in Communication Studies with an emphasis in Speech. Shortly after graduation she began working for a San Diego based event coordinating and PR firm McFarlane Promotions, Inc. By her mid-twenties Ciara was named Vice President of McFarlane Promotions, Inc. Ciara is now working as a self-employed event planner, coordinating events in both San Diego and Orange County with 9 years of experience. Ciara’s Story Our pregnancy was going extremely smoothly and around 18 weeks were over joyed to learn we were having a little boy. We went in for our 20 week checkup appointment and everything went routinely until our OB mentioned that our son was measuring a little small. After many specialist appointments we were able to rule out Down syndrome or Dwarfism. We continued with weekly checkups and our son was still measuring a little small, but continued to grow at a normal pace.  At a day shy of 28 weeks, I woke up with a severe pain. This lead into me getting physically ill prompting us to go to the emergency room. The next morning, they diagnosed me with HELLP Syndrome (a severe form of pre-eclampisa). This disease is what was causing our son to measure smaller. The prognosis meant after being given some steroid shots I would have to deliver our son within the next 48-72 hours.  When I was 28 weeks and 3 days, on November 15th, 2012, I was rushed into an emergency C-section and our amazing son Colton Alan Johnson was born. Colton came out a fighter and was doing wonderfully for his small size of 2 lbs 2 oz. We were told that 28 week old babies had over a 90% of survival. We knew in our hearts that Colton was a fighter and would undoubtable be coming home with us after a long NICU stay.  Our NICU stay was hard as it is for any parent in the NICU, but overall Colton was doing great. He had his bad days as all NICU babies do, but he was growing and taking steps forward. On December 10th, 2012, after 25 days in the NICU Colton started to be a little extra fussy and didn’t quite seem like himself. They ran testing on him and found that he had necrotizing enterocolitis (NEC) which came on extremely aggressively. The doctors and nurses had not seen a case of it coming on so severely in their 20+ years in the field. Within in just a few short hours of them diagnosing Colton with the disease, he took a turn for the worst. In the end our sweet precious son took his last breath in my arms. Since that moment I knew I wanted to do more for him, in his memory and to honor him. We were introduced to the walk from the staff in the NICU and looked forward to participating in the 2013 walk, but I knew I wanted to do more. We ended up having two subsequent miscarriages in 2013, which drew me even closer to the organization and my drive to help others. I am so thrilled to now be a board member and look forward to helping others and educating through Forever Footprints.
Kristyn von Rotz - Co-Founder Forever Footprints

Kristyn von Rotz - Co- Chair & Co-Founder

Kristyn von Rotz currently serves as a Board Member of Forever Footprints. She previously served as Executive Director, where she grew the organization to support 28 hospitals, support groups, and national pregnancy and infant loss groups, while serving thousands of families who have experienced pregnancy loss or infant death. Kristyn works as a freelance editor, writer, and public relations professional. Kristyn is a graduate of Chapman University (Bachelor of Arts in English, emphasis in Journalism and a minor in Philosophy). She also attended Marymount College in Palos Verdes and studied at Regent’s College in London, England. Kristyn also serves on the Advisory Board for STILL Project, a documentary film about pregnancy and infant loss. She was awarded the Oliver Halsell Care Award in 2013 and is the proud recipient of The Forever Footprints’ 2014 Compassion Award. Kristyn’s Story Finding out I was pregnant was the most joyous day of my life. My husband, Mark, and I had married 6 months before, and we were so excited to add a baby to our new life together. I was 24 years old, healthy, and had a very normal pregnancy. At our 19-week ultrasound we got the news we were expecting a boy and we got to see his little face, hands and feet. But just moments after we left, we got an urgent call to come back the next day for an appointment with a specialist. All night we worried about what might be wrong with our baby, but how, no matter what, we would love him and take care of him. It never occurred to me that our baby might die. It’s just not something I had ever heard of. Hours later our world came crumbling down when the doctor told us our son, whom we had named Joseph Thomas, had a rare and fatal brain abnormality and he would die. The days that followed were a blur. We faced the decision of where to bury him, whether or not to have a funeral, and tried to cope with the fact that our baby was going to die. After many days of preterm labor, I delivered our tiny baby boy. He was just 1 pound and 13 inches. He lived for just a short time and died in my arms. The ache in my heart and the feeling of having empty arms was so overwhelming. I came home and immediately looked online for support. It was difficult to find. But I found a local support group I started to attend. Without that I would have been lost. But in the days to come, I realized I needed to do something to help others who had lost a baby, and I needed to do something to honor Joseph’s memory. Thus, OC Walk to Remember was born. I’ve gone on to have three living children and I also experienced an early miscarriage. The organization is a huge part of mine and my family’s life, and I’m so honored to be a part of it.

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Mei Li - Board Member

Mei is a graduate of Cornell University with a bachelors of science.  After graduation, she spent five years in New York City working in real estate finance for Tishman Realty & Construction and Lehman Brothers before relocating to Southern California.  She spends her free time volunteering within the Orange County community, including serving in various leadership roles within the Junior League of Orange County from 2009 to 2013.  Mei resides in Irvine with her husband and two boys. Mei’s Story In July 2010, I lost my first child, Emma, at 36 weeks gestation.  She was stillborn.  I was induced and delivered Emma to a silent delivery room.  As a Chinese American, I was taught to hide our emotions and not discuss death, so it has been very challenging for me to honor Emma’s memory while managing my grief.  In 2014, I read that Forever Footprints was creating a 5k Run in conjunction with its annual Walk to Remember event, so I made it my goal to do the 2015 run.  The run allowed me to tell Emma’s story, give meaning to her life and gave reason for hundreds of friends and family to say her name – all while raising money for the Forever Footprints organization.  It was such an amazing feeling when I crossed the finish line that I knew I wanted to get involved in this organization.  As a bereaved mother, I understand the importance of Forever Footprints and am passionate about its mission.  I look forward to using my skills in helping guide the future of this wonderful organization.
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Chad Light - Board Member

Chad Light is a Program Manager at the Automobile Club of Southern California, managing the event activations and strategic direction of the organizations Motorsports relationships. Chad resides in Orange with his wife Nicole. Chad’s & Nicole’s Story We first became familiar with Forever Footprints when receiving a flyer to attend the 2015 OC Walk to Remember on my wife’s car following another marathon in which she was competing. Among the 6-8 other flyers for upcoming events, the Forever Footprints flyer stuck out above the rest. We believe it was a message from our daughter Ava, who we lost to still-birth in April that same year. As a somewhat newlywed couple (just over 2 years at the time) we were filled with joy in December when we first discovered that in 9 short months we would be holding a child of our own. We waited (as long as we could) to tell our family and friends, finding out first from our doctor that Ava was healthy. On Friday, April 17th during a standard doctors visit, one that I was unable to attend, my wife contacted me sobbing, her voice barely recognizable…this was the day we found out that Ava no longer had a heartbeat. I rushed from work to meet her at the hospital for a second opinion and confirmation, hoping and praying that the results from the original doctor were false. It didn’t take long to confirm that her doctor was correct. Ava was a still born, suffering from a pinched umbilical cord – something the medical staff said was a rare situation. As the weeks passed, we continued to ask why us? As we slowly broke the news to our circle of friends we realized how many people had gone through similar experiences, it didn’t magically make the pain go away hearing the stories of others, but piece by piece it made us feel more of a community, less segregated and targeted for such a devastating loss. Fast forward to our experience at the 2015 OC Walk to Remember, people honoring the memories of their children that they lost that year, 5 years prior or even more – and some with multiple losses. What an overwhelming event, what a fantastic organization. At the conclusion of the day we decided that in some way we were going to get involved – that time came in the invitation to become part of the Forever Footprints Board of Directors. What I hope my skills bring to the organization is continued growth and a fresh perspective on how we can always improve upon the strategic direction and deliver on the mission statement. I understand first-hand the strength in community and empathy – and that is why I chose to follow the path that my daughter Ava intervened in from heaven, to help others from the work done at Forever Footprints.

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Gena Divine - Board Member

Gena Divine is the Development Manager at International Trade Education Programs (ITEP), a Carson-based organization which connects high school students to careers in high-growth job industries. She has a decade of non-profit experience leading fundraising campaigns and managing donor relations. Gena resides in Santa Ana. Gena’s Story When my friend’s son Luke was stillborn at 39 weeks in 2012, I was lost. I didn’t know what to do (or not do), but I didn’t want her to feel alone. The nurses gave her support materials from Forever Footprints, and a large team of family and friends participated in the Walk to Remember just three weeks after Luke was gone. I soon began volunteering in the Forever Footprints office for events, but knew I wanted to do more to help these tremendously meaningful programs thrive. I joined the Board of Directors to help raise funding and awareness about this amazing organization that has become so close to my heart – so that every family has a hand to hold through the darkness.


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Elizabeth Pagliarini

Elizabeth Pagliarini - Board Member Emeritus

Elizabeth Pagliarini is the owner of The Elizabeth Group, a securities litigation and broker-dealer consulting firm. She has over 20 years of experience in the securities and investment banking industries and in her twenties served as chief executive officer and chairwoman of the board of an investment brokerage firm. She also co-founded a boutique investment bank and founded a clothing company, both of which were subsequently successfully sold. Elizabeth received her B.S. in Finance from Valparaiso University where she was honored with the Presidential Scholarship. She also has a Certificate in Litigation/Corporations from the esteemed Paralegal Program at UCLA. Elizabeth proudly serves on the Emeritus Board of Step Up Women’s Network and was Chairwoman of the Board of Directors for Forever Footprints in 2013 and 2014. In 2009, Elizabeth was named one of “20 Women to Watch” by OC Metro magazine and nominated for The Orange County Business Journal’s Women in Business Award. That same year she was honored by Step Up Women’s Network by receiving their Commitment to Philanthropy Volunteer Award and she is the proud recipient of The Forever Footprints’ 2014 Compassion Award. She resides in Orange County with her husband and daughter. Elizabeth’s Story Elizabeth and her husband, Robert, lost their son, Gavin Edward, when she was 8 months pregnant on December 31, 2004. She was so moved and inspired by the first OC Walk to Remember they attended, she knew she had to be involved in some way to help the thousands of parents that suffer a loss each year — especially following her negative experience in the hospital after her stillbirth. She is extremely proud to be a part of this amazing organization and is thrilled with its continued growth and extensive reach.

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Ben Noonan - Advisory Committee Member

Ben Noonan is the Founder and CEO of Moku Collective, since 2009. Ben received his B.A. in Journalism and Marketing from California State University, Chico.

Catherine Steen

Catherine Steen - Advisory Committee Member

A graduate of the University of California at Berkeley, Catherine earned a degree in Mass Communications and furthered her education by studying Advertising and Marketing in London, England. Catherine’s professional career began in San Francisco where she worked in Public Relations for Magnet Communications.  After planning events for her PR clients, Catherine soon realized that she wanted event planning to be her career focus.  Catherine joined Signature Hospitality Group as an Event & Program Manager and was later promoted to Senior Operations Manager.  Following her time in San Francisco, Catherine relocated to Marina Del Rey and worked for Nike Inc. in Event Planning and Brand Design.  During her time with Nike, Catherine had the opportunity to manage the branding for events across all sport categories, including running, where she managed the branding for the Nike Women’s Marathon in San Francisco as well as the Cinco De Mile and Run Hit ReMix races in Los Angeles. Catherine later relocated back to San Francisco where she had the opportunity to work as a Producer for Factor Design and managed the company’s account with Apple. In 2009, Catherine and her husband found themselves moving again, this time to Arizona, which provided her with the opportunity to further her career in events while working for The Ritz-Carlton. Catherine and her family attend The OC Walk to Remember for the first time in 2012.  She was so inspired by the event that she knew she had to be a part of the organization.  She also served on the Board of Directors for The OC Walk to Remember in 2013. In her free time, Catherine enjoys cooking, running, writing and spending time with family and friends. Catherine’s Story In March of 2011, my husband Luke and I were overjoyed to learn that we were expecting a baby.  A miscarriage in August of 2010 had left us heartbroken and we were thrilled to have another opportunity to expand our family.  At 19 weeks we found out we were having a little girl and named her Ella Sofia Steen.  The world was beautiful again and we felt like all of our prayers had been answered.  The following week we had our second trimester ultrasound and we were informed that our precious daughter had a lung abnormality called a Congenital Cystic Adenomatoid Malformation (CCAM).  Devastated, we rushed home and researched everything we could about the condition and were comforted to find that it often resolves itself before birth and that that there were treatment options available should her condition worsen.  It was only in very rare and severe instances that the condition was fatal.  The doctors told us we would need to come in for weekly appointments to monitor the growth of the CCAM and encouraged us not to panic.  However, at our very next appointment, we received the horrible news that the CCAM had grown so dramatically that the legion was pushing our precious Ella’s heart to the side and interfering with its ability to function normally. The news of Ella’s condition left us paralyzed and the absolute lack of empathy, advice, and flat out rude remarks from the doctor delivering the news, left us furious.  Thankfully, I contacted the Fetal Treatment Center at the University of California, San Francisco as soon as we learned of Ella’s condition.   They are the leading experts in this condition and their team is incredible.  When I called them again to provide them with the news that the CCAM had grown, they advised me to come up to see them as soon as possible. I flew to San Francisco the next day and they confirmed our worst fear, Ella was in fact very sick.  That same day, Ella and I underwent a fetal surgery to implant a shunt that would drain the cyst.  The procedure had fabulous results.  So good in fact, that after staying in San Francisco for 5 weeks of observation and continued regression of the CCAM, they told me to go back to Arizona and that I could expect a normal delivery.  I did, and a week later, at a follow-up appointment in Arizona, I received the news that the shunt had fallen out and the growth was once again expanding in her chest.  I immediately returned to San Francisco where I stayed for another month and Ella and I underwent another fetal surgery to implant a 2nd shunt.  This time the procedure left her stable, but we did not see regression of the CCAM as we had previously. At 30 weeks, I was still in San Francisco when I began to go into labor.  It was the exact situation we had hoped to avoid – we needed Ella’s lungs to be as strong as possible prior to being born and we knew that a premature baby with her condition would have a very difficult time.  My husband Luke was in Arizona and rushed to be at my side. Our beautiful baby girl, Ella Sofia Steen, was born at 12:12am on September 10th, 2011.  She was with us for four beautiful days and showed us more strength, grace and love than we have ever known.  On the fourth day we had to make an impossible decision.  We were faced with the information that she was not going to survive and we did not want her to suffer, she had been so strong already.  We transferred her to comfort care and as she lay in my lap we told her over and over how much we loved her.  We had no idea how to process that this time with her would be our last.  No idea how to fit a lifetime of love into a few hours.  Our time with her can only be described as the most beautiful and sad time of our lives.  She died in my arms that evening.  The first time I got to hold her to me, free of all the wires and tubes, was the last.  There are no words to describe this pain.  I will never forget watching as the door to the NICU closed, and seeing Ella disappear behind it.  No parent should ever have to cope with the realization that they will never see or hold their child again.  The final walk from the hospital without her was the single loneliest moment of our lives. We are so grateful to have had the opportunity to meet Ella, to hold her hand, to look into her eyes, and to tell her how much we love her.  We are also so grateful for the amazing staff at UCSF – their kindness and empathy comforted us through the impossible.  Our lives will be forever impacted by Ella’s presence and her loss.  We love her dearly and she will always be a part of our family.  We take solace in knowing that she is in Heaven filled with joy, free of pain and knowing that her Momma, Papa and Baby Sister love her dearly.  I can only hope that my involvement with The OC Walk to Remember will make her proud.

Jaime Brennan - Advisory Committee Member

Jaime Brennan, owner of Journey Insurance in Irvine helps clients manage the risks of everyday life by providing comprehensive insurance solutions. She works with her clients on a wide range of coverage from business insurance to personal health insurance and more. In addition to her Insurance business, Jamie is a wife and mother of two amazing children. Jaime’s Story During her second pregnancy, Jamie found out at 5 1/2 months that her baby did not have a heartbeat and ended up going into labor before her scheduled D&E could take place. Although extensive testing took place, there was no concrete reason found to explain her loss. Her next pregnancy was successful and she counts her blessings every day. Being a part of OC Walk to Remember is one way that she can contribute to other families healing.
Kiley Hanish

Kiley Hanish - Advisory Committee Member

Kiley Hanish is an assistant professor of clinical occupational therapy at the USC Division of Occupational Science and Occupational Therapy. Kiley completed her Doctorate in Occupational Therapy degree and Master of Arts degree in Occupational Therapy at USC, and holds a Bachelor of Arts degree in Psychology from Loyola Marymount University. She is particularly interested in the transformative aspects of grief and how the meaningful activities in which we participate contribute to healing. Kiley and Sean live in Pasadena with their daughter and son. Kiley’s Story As newlyweds, we were very excited to be pregnant with our first child. I chose to work with a midwife and envisioned a homebirth, free from unnecessary medical intervention. The pregnancy was typical until at 35 weeks I went into early labor. At the doctor’s office, I discovered that our son, Norbert, had already passed away, and he was born still the next day, July 12, 2005. The cause of his death was a liver cyst that had grown rapidly in the third trimester. Not only was my vision of a natural, non-medical birth experience gone but losing our first child in this shocking and completely unexpected way shattered our lives. We did have the opportunity to spend some time with our son at the hospital, however our experience with the medical professionals was appalling, the staff was wholly unprepared, and the resources were sparse. Since then, I have wanted to educate the doctors and nurses who work with pregnancy, labor, and delivery about a better way to interact with and care for their patients so that mothers who experience this loss in the future have better treatment and support.

Lisa Grant - Advisory Committee Member

 Lisa Grant- The Jewish duty of “Tikkun Olam” – “Repairing the World” – has developed into a modern call for social action and justice that Lisa Grant has embraced. Her upbringing in Judaism developed her awareness of the complexities of the human condition from an early age. When her mother gave her “The Diary of a Young Girl” by Anne Frank at the age of eight, Lisa knew how her life would be defined. She has worked in the field of Holocaust Studies for twenty years. Lisa achieved her B.A. in English, Emphasis Literature, First Class, from The University of British Columbia in Vancouver, Canada. She entered the field of Holocaust Studies professionally after graduation at Steven Spielberg’s Survivors of the Shoah Foundation (now the USC Shoah Foundation). She then worked the Simon Wiesenthal/Museum of Tolerance in Los Angeles, California. Lisa had the opportunity to join Bet Tzedek Legal Services (BTLS) in Los Angeles, where she developed one of the first full-time, full-service Holocaust Restitution Coordination Programs of its type in the world. She assisted Holocaust Survivors in achieving financial restitution from Germany, et al, for various crimes against humanity, etc. She researched and wrote the first comprehensive Guide to Holocaust Reparations for BTLS and the Conference on Jewish Material Material Claims Against Germany, Inc. Lisa’s work in the field has been featured in the Los Angeles Times, as a guest on “Today in LA” television morning news program, in a national radio broadcast by Dan Rather and in Legal Assistant Today magazine. In her preparation to begin her M.A. in Holocaust and Genocide Studies, Lisa attended art school for six years, developing specialties in Exhibition Design, Sculpture and Bookbinding. A resident of Costa Mesa since the age of three, Lisa made her first public presentation to City Council at seventeen. She is the former Assistant Director of the Costa Mesa, California – Wyndham, Victoria, Australia Sister City Education Exchange Program. Lisa is now a member of the Costa Mesa Cultural Arts Committee, whose mission is “to enhance, promote and support [the] rich artistic community of Costa Mesa, the City of the Arts.” She was introduced to Forever Footprints and the OC Walk to Remember by a friend, a Labor & Delivery Nurse who worked with Lisa’s late stepfather, an OB/GYN. Lisa attended her first event, Nurturing to Remember, in 2015, which provided her first good day in 18 months. Inspired, Lisa achieved a Proclamation from the Mayor establishing October as Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Month in Costa Mesa with Forever Footprints being the local representative organization. She has continued volunteering in myriad ways. She currently works as a published independent researcher, artist/curator, and community/art event planner. Lisa enjoys travel, music, reading, writing, cooking, making jewelry and books, photography and horror films. Lisa has two pets: a Betta fish named Fluffy and a goldfish named Little Dude. Lisa’s Story I have lost five children to miscarriage, two of them at 19 weeks of pregnancy. Most recently I lost twins in 2013 and 2014, a boy and a girl. I attended my first OC Walk to Remember in 2015. I have survived two profoundly severe bouts with Postpartum Depression, the second of which brought me to Forever Footprints… and my first clear path towards help, survival, and reclaiming my life. I found that engagement in certain artistic, spiritual, therapeutic and ritualistic practices have helped me through PPD at a pace that has been both safe and progressive for me. Forever Footprints provided me a safety net that became my foundation for healing growth. Diving into my typical practices of volunteerism and helping others also helped me significantly with both bouts of PPD. I have also experienced these losses as a married and as a single woman; the difference in the dynamics is powerful. I do not have any living children and cannot have any of my own. I have been offered eggs from two women plus a surrogate to carry, but I am frustratingly hampered by the finances of such procedures. I wish there were financial assistance for all women in my current position! My work for Forever Footprints brings me some solace because I know I am helping others who have also experienced pregnancy and infant loss, in addition to creating art programs for children through the Cultural Arts Committee. It will never be the same as having a child and it will always be difficult to live with the fact that I cannot have one because I cannot afford it. I volunteer in memory of my children: Corey Wojtek Grant, Natalie Anne Grant, Matthew James Grant, Vyacheslav “Slava” Charles Grant and Stephanie Rebecca Mimi Grant.
Nicholas S. Hansen

Nicholas S. Hansen - Advisory Committee Member

Nick Hansen, a commercial loan officer with JP Morgan Chase, has worked with a diverse group of private companies in the Southern California area. Nick’s expertise is in financing commercial real estate, equipment, working capital and business acquisition for professional firms and companies in the manufacturing, wholesale, franchising, importing, entertainment and technology industries. Nick has over 10 years of experience in the financial industry working for some of the most respected regional and global firms like HSBC Bank, Argent Mortgage, City National Bank and JP Morgan Chase. Community Involvement

  • Volunteer for CHOC Glass Slipper Guild (affiliate of CHOC Children’s)
  • Member of JW Partners (John Wayne Foundation)
  • University of Arizona Alumni Association
Robert Diaz

Robert Diaz - Advisory Committee Member

Robert Diaz is a corporate transactional of counsel attorney with Finlayson Williams Toffer Roosevelt & Lilly LLP in Irvine, California. Robert’s practice focuses on commercial lending, mergers and acquisitions and other general corporate matters. He is the co-founder and CEO of Komforte Chockolates, LLC. Robert was commissioned as an officer in the United States Army Reserve in 2002. He currently serves with the 416th Civil Affairs Battalion (Airborne) in San Diego and holds the rank of major.  Robert graduated from the University of Chicago Law School in 2000. He received his B.S. degree in Business Administration, with a minor in Political Science, from Chapman University in 1997. He has served as the President of the Chapman University Alumni Association. He also served on the University’s Board of Trustees and on the Board of Visitors for Chapman University’s Law School. Robert has served on the board of directors of the Orange County Hispanic Chamber of Commerce and the Care for the Poor Committee of the St. Joseph Hospital Foundation which is charged with the promotion and support of the Puente a La Salud Mobile Community Clinics and the La Amistad de Jose Family Health Center.
Todd Snider

Todd Snider - Advisory Committee Member

Todd is a Partner at KAP7 International, Inc. At KAP7, Todd specializes in business development, branding, marketing, product development, strategy and management. Todd attended Stanford University where he received a Master’s degree in Sociology: Organizations, Business, & the Economy and a Bachelor’s degree in Sociology. Todd served on the Board of Directors for Forever Footprints from 2014-2015 and now lives in Santa Cruz with his wife Rebecca and daughter Sterling. Todd’s Story In November of 2012, my wife, Rebecca was 21 weeks pregnant with very active and healthy twins. We were so excited to become first time parents and were waiting to find out the gender of our children. I was working abroad when I got the devastating news that Rebecca’s water had unexpectedly broken for no known reason. It was the middle of the night and I was racing to get on the next flight to try and be present for the birth of our twins. On November 5th, 2012 our twin boys David and Randy arrived at peace with this world. This experience is painful, surreal and is the most difficult journey of my life. My wife and I worked hard on our grief, and still do. We read difficult books, reached out to people with similar experiences and attended support groups. These resources have been very healing for us. We will never know why we lost David and Randy, but are very grateful for the inspiration to live our best lives in their honor.
Carrie Fisher-Pascual

Carrie Fisher-Pascual - Advisory Committee Member

Jonathan Pascual and Carrie Fisher-Pascual are the team behind PlanetZaya, a Southern California based production company. Jonathan’s first feature length documentary film, Surviving the Grind, premiered at the Sunscreen Film Festival in Tampa and also screened at the SoCal Film Festival in Huntington Beach, California. Jonathan was director of photography and editor on the 2012 horror film release Knock Knock 2. Jonathan and Carrie also led one of fifty production teams to work in conjunction with Blue Field Productions on Go Public, resulting in their own short form documentary titled “Angel” and contributing to the feature length project currently in production. Married since 2000, Jonathan and Carrie are the parents of Elena Rebekah, who was born pre-term and died on August 1st, 2002. They also have a son, Isaiah Jonathan, who survived multiple complications and premature birth. They are the founders and former officers of The Shining Light Fund, a non-profit organization which provided tangible remembrance bracelets and resources to families who had suffered the loss of baby. Jonathan and Carrie continue to give back to the pregnancy and infant loss community through their support of OC Walk to Remember, Forever In Our Hearts (based at Cedars-Sinai Medical Center) and First Candle, a national SIDS education and support organization. Through their work with PlanetZaya they have also donated video production services to a number of non-profit and civic groups including Pediatric Therapy Network, First Book, Dig 4 Kids and the City of Torrance Centennial Committee. 
Chantal Kendall

Chantal Kendall - Advisory Committee Member

Chantal Kendall Psy.D. is a licensed clinical psychologist with a private practice in Irvine, California. Dr. Kendall has dedicated her practice to the area of reproductive mental health. Her passion lies in working with individuals and families struggling with perinatal mood and anxiety disorders, pregnancy and newborn loss, and infertility. In addition to her career in psychology, Dr. Kendall is the mother to three beautiful girls.
Jonathan Pascual

Jonathon Pascual - Advisory Committee Member

Jonathan Pascual and Carrie Fisher-Pascual are the team behind PlanetZaya, a Southern California based  production company. Jonathan and Carrie led one of fifty production teams to work in conjunction with  Blue Field  Productions on Go Public, resulting in their own short form documentary titled “Angel” and  contributing to the feature length project currently in production. Jonathan and Carrie are the parents of Elena Rebekah, who was born pre-term and died on August 1st, 2002. They also have a son, Isaiah Jonathan, who survived multiple complications and premature birth. They are the founders and former officers of The Shining Light Fund, a non-profit organization which provided tangible remembrance bracelets and resources to families who had suffered the loss of baby. Jonathan and Carrie continue to give back to the pregnancy and infant loss community through their support of Forever Footprints, Forever In Our Hearts (based at Cedars-Sinai Medical Center) and First Candle, a national SIDS education and support organization. Through their work with PlanetZaya they have also donated video production services to a number of non-profit and civic groups including Pediatric Therapy Network, First Book, Dig 4 Kids and the City of Torrance Centennial Committee.
Kristy Cornell

Kristy Cornell - Advisory Committee Member

Kristy Cornell is a business-to-business marketing expert with 15 years of experience directing marketing and brand strategy, marketing plan development and execution for Fortune 500 organizations. Each year since 2010, Kristy has been one of CRN’s annual “Women of the Channel” in recognition of her efforts directed toward reseller partnership and success. She is currently managing Regional Marketing in the Western half of the US for the Information Technology Business Unit of Schneider Electric. She holds a Bachelor’s Degree in Marketing Communications from California State University, Fullerton. She also served on the Board of Directors as Secretary for The OC Walk to Remember in 2013.  Kristy lives in Mission Viejo with Chris, her husband of 11 years, and their two Bichons– Griffin and Zoey. Kristy’s Story Up until 36 weeks, everything about our first full-term pregnancy was perfect. On July 17th, I noticed she hadn’t moved in 24 hours and naturally, I went to the doctor. They detected fluid in her lungs and scalp – a rare and critical condition called hydrops fetalis and by 2:44pm she was born. Finding the cause of her hydrops became the mission of a large medical team from 2 local hospitals and 3 other world-renowned children’s centers over the next 27 days. She had a severe blood disease and her body was constantly consuming her platelets and red blood cells, which required her to have up to 4 transfusions per day. She also had a mass that was discovered in her upper left chest after 1 week of life. We would later learn that the entire cause of her illness was that mass, it was a deadly and invasive tumor called a KHE. The odds of this type of tumor in a newborn baby are in 1 in 500,000 and in most cases reported, the babies are never born alive. However, Olivia was not one of those. After 27 days of her amazing fight and every treatment possible, the tumor would not back down and started to invade her critical organs. Working with our medical team and understanding any further treatment would only cause more harm than good, we took a moment to stop and recognize the many gifts she had given us to that point. We chose to return the love by giving her the most comfort possible – turning off support and letting her pass peacefully and pain-free on August 13th. She was in in our arms for a moment that night, but will live in our hearts forever. Forever Loving Olivia {27 OBC}
Mark F. von Rotz

Mark F. von Rotz, CPA - CPA and Advisory Committee Member

Mark F. von Rotz, CPA, is a tax and advisory services partner at White Nelson Diehl Evans (WNDE) in Irvine, California. He is an income tax generalist, specializing in tax planning and compliance, and is a member of the American Institute of Certified Public Accountants (AICPA). Mark heads the recruiting effort for the tax department at WNDE and speaks to college students about the profession, the firm and how to succeed in the industry. He earned a B.S. in Accounting from California State University, Fullerton in 1997 and earned his CPA designation in 2001. He lives in Orange with his wife and three children. Mark’s Story I am the proud dad to Joseph Thomas von Rotz, who was born and died on July 8, 2004. Volunteering for the organization since its founding has been an honor. After Joseph died it was hard to express my feelings, but being able to put time and effort to help the organization succeed has been a positive experience for me. Joseph was alive for only a short time, but he has impacted our family and so many other people in a positive way. I’m constantly amazed at the strength that families have after the loss of a baby. A quote that is very special to my wife and is representative of our love for Joseph is this: “Sometimes love is for a moment. Sometimes love is for a lifetime. Sometimes a moment is a lifetime”.
Ray  

Ray Coble - Advisory Committee Member

Ray is a Senior Producer at Walt Disney Imagineering Creative Entertainment, in Glendale, CA. He collaborates and partners with Senior Executives, clients, and teams (both internal and external to Disney) to bring live entertainment to life at Walt Disney Parks and Resorts worldwide. Most recently, Ray produced KING TRITON’S CONCERT for Tokyo DisneySea in Japan, MICKEY AND THE MAGICAL MAP for Disneyland in Anaheim, CA, the entertainment, programs, and activities for Aulani, a Disney Resort & Spa in Ko Olina, Hawai’i as well as the Aulani Grand Opening Celebration. He is currently working on several new projects for Tokyo Disney Resort in Japan.
Robert Pagliarini

Robert Pagliarini - Advisory Committee Member

Robert Pagliarini is the president of Pacifica Wealth Advisors, a boutique wealth management firm that focuses exclusively on serving affluent individuals and sudden wealth recipients. Robert is a Certified Financial Planner who also has a master’s degree in financial services and another master’s degree in clinical psychology. Robert is an avid reader and writer. In addition to authoring three bestselling books, he also writes a weekly column for CBS News, which is syndicated to newspapers across the country. Robert is frequently called upon by the media for his financial expertise. He has been featured as a financial expert on Dr. Phil, 20/20, Good Morning America, Fox Business, ABC News, Dr. Drew’s Lifechangers, and in the Wall Street Journal, Chicago Tribune, Money Magazine, Newsweek, Los Angeles Times, CNN, and has appeared on hundreds of radio programs. When not working, Robert enjoys going to Disneyland with his wife and young daughter, training for triathlons, and running a non-profit he co-founded called the Band of Brothers Foundation that helps impoverished kids around the world.
Sean Hanish

Sean Hanish - Advisory Committee Member

Sean Hanish is an award-winning filmmaker and a member of the Director’s Guild of America and the Writer’s Guild of America. His feature directorial debut, RETURN TO ZERO is a true story based on the experience he and his wife had when they lost their first son within weeks of his due date in 2005. RETURN TO ZERO stars Minnie Driver, Paul Adelstein and Alfred Molina, and is the first Hollywood film to tackle the taboo subject of stillbirth. Sean is also editing the book “Three Minus One”, a collection of stories, poems and artwork from the baby-loss community.

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